For the first time, I heard God speaking to me. For the first time, I was able to hear Him. My mind, my soul, and my spirit have been in turmoil for awhile now, so many questions and so many feelings that I couldn't sort through on my own, but He heard my prayers, and He heard my pleading to break through me somehow and make me listen. Finally, last night, He broke through to me in my sleep. He answered all my questions, He cleared my mind, He lifted my spirit.
I reached out and spoke back to Him tonight, and it brought tears to my eyes. Since waking up this morning I am in a very different place spiritually. I now know that He is on my side and He is helping me through these mentally trying times. He just wants my undivided attention, He just needed an opportunity to speak. I will give Him that opportunity more often.